Things that are:::
Good:::
-Having loving parents that support me and don't push me although I would feel less guilty if they did.
-Having a really super supportive boyfriend who I can count on.
-Being in a relationship that gets better and stronger with time. The opposite of what usually happens.
-Time off = time with kittens!
-Rad friends like Jen & RJ. They are great and I appreciate having them in my life on lots of levels. A little thing like an invite to the store or a meal means a lot- to feel wanted and included when you don't have tons going on and feel like you don't have much to offer. :)
-I finally beat Zelda
-WBFO NPR mug contest, designing posters for apple seed cast and rob crow shows, looking forward the small press fair in march. Jess Haidon and I are reserving a table to sell bookmarks, book plates, magnets, pins, zines etc. Hands on artsy fun!
-Hearing from far away friends/ playing catch up at unexpected times.
-Soundlab I am glad that places exists. It gives Chase opportunities and provides me with all sorts of music and experiences I would normally miss out on.
-Not having a job means I don't have to go out in the snow if I don't want to. (and I don't.)
Bad:::
-Not being able to help friends in need no matter how hard your try, I hope James will be ok.
-Not having a job and not knowing if you are taking the proper steps to find one.
-The unidentified lump on my kittens throat and the fact that I can't afford to take him to the vet right now.
-My sister's procedure did not work. They only were able to collect 4 good egg follicles and none of them were fertilized... that was almost a week ago and I haven't heard from her. I hope she got my package.
-Not hearing from Sarah, I was reading old messages from her last night I really miss her.
-My sleeping schedule anywhere from 4-6AM- 1PM seems to be the theme.
-Not leaving the house in fear of spending money. (which means I don't see people as much. Who wants to hang with the square that can't afford to do fun stuff? I don't!)
-Having to burden my parents with my financial problems. I am kind of awful and spoiled and I hope some day I can pay them back, but how do you fully pay back a life time of support and unconditional love.
Wanted:::
-My sisters good health and happiness, and the family life she wants and deserves after all she has done for humanity and the creatures of this earth.
-A good design job with benefits
-Wanroom series one
- My parents to quit smoking
-Water balloons filled with frosting and sprinkles to throw at people who talk shit and have bad attitude and small BRAINS!
-A pool to swim in for a while. I really like to swim...
-travel- Boston to see Anthony, NY to see Sarah Lucy Eva James etc, Montreal intrigues me, & another lovely night away from everything with Chase in Toronto. (not just because of the hotel pool)
-twin peaks season 3 to have happened.
-to go to sleep and wake up living in Stars Hallow.
-a perfume that really smells like strawberries.
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